PMS and a gun..........

why in the HELL people don't understand that when I have gone into hiding via busy mode, taken them off my friends list, unchecked them so my status is hidden, that means I DO NOT WANT TO BE BOTHERED?!?!?!?!?!!? I mean really how hard IS this concept to grasp? Busy mode alone means just that I am f'n BUSY! So leave me the f'n hell alone! Even when I go to my alt I am still slammed with IM's! MY ALT! MY FREAKIN ALT! The one I use to escape my SL with! 

This is so sad. I go to SL to escape RL then I have and alt to escape SL and now i have another to escape SL x 2 b/c ppl just don't get when I go on an alt I want to be left the fuck alone! Why else would i have one? I dont want to be bombarded by the 50 million IM's and omg those fuckin notecards that drive me insane! I sign on to Imelda and my screen is so full every single day I can't read a THING! Then I get IM'd wanna come over? why aren't you answering? where have you been? are you ok? Hell no I'm not ok i cant see shit! Forget that I'm standign in a store naked b/c i screwed my bf the night before and didn't sign in at home! Only I don't REALIZE this b/c my screen is full! Nope! I get IM'd over and over and over ppl wanting answers to this and that *rolls eyes* so yes I am pissed! Give a girl 30 min or so to clear the screen and get dressed PUHLEEEEEEZ! Shit is that too much to ask? and don't EVEN get mad when i don't answer you immediately....gee wonder why? COS IM STANDING THERE NAKED DIPWAD! this would be funny if it was happening to you it really would. I frankly dont' give a dayum Miss Scarlet if it is too much to ask. DEAL WITH IT! Thats just how it is!

I love my friends i do i really really do but sometimes i just want to be in SL to just "be". Either RL has gotten the best of me that day or SOMETHING has been too much to take. Today is one of those days. I'm loaded for bear and I'm going to have SOMEONE"s head on a platter!!!! So it's not a good day to piss me off. It won't take much.....

Poor Kincent...my love....how much I love you....and you are still putting up with me *sigh* I don't deserve you. I refuse to take any of this out on you. The most wonderful man I have ever met! *sigh* Will you just run away to some deserted island with me so we can be alone just you and I together??? None of this crap just you and just me......sounds like an awersome plan if it would just come true. You are the only person that hasn't gotten on my last nerve and i don't think you could if you tried. The day isn't over.....yet....lol you kno I'm just kidding! now can we please go somewhere and well....wait.....this is a public site *giggles*.........I love you!