Many of you are not going to agree with me when I say this and probably aren't going to believe me either. Y'all all know what the person I have known as Jackson Volotenko (aka Xerian Riaxik, JacksonJ Greggan, Jorge Sabahi (his kid avi), Speedy Gustafson and we also suspect he is Santirix Avedon but can't prove it yet) has done and yes I had no idea he was doing any of this to me or any of these other people but even tho as upset as I am, I have chosen to be the better person and forgive him of this instead of harboring anger and resentment inside and making myself just like he is. I have told him that I forgive him and he still wanted to fight with me but I wouldn't do it. He will have to live with the fact that he has hurt several people and now EVERYONE will know what he has done!
It's not for me to be concerned with what to 'do' with/to you... oh no.... i dont have to. Karma will deal with you and like they say, she is a bigger bitch than I am. I've seen it happen and I fully believe your day will come just as this did. You really need to think hard about what has happened and decide if you are going to tell the others.... and yes we know there are others....
It was a choice that I made to be with you Jackson.... I don't NEED you and never did. There are too many people that love me and I love them. You are just another guy to me now and will be nothing more than a memory fading in time to nothing. It was my choice to love you I didn't have to love you and you took my love for granted....
If you think I shed a tear over you and am sitting here hurting you are very wrong!
You were gone yesterday AM and by noon i was in the arms of another man. It is no problem for me to find a man and I know this. I'm not being cocky it's the God's honest truth. Y'know why? It's b/c I love to have a good time, I'm a fun person, confident, sexy as hell, intelligent, and you know I can give you what you want and make you come begging back for more. It's a freakin gift! Some people use it for good and some for evil... you have it too and chose to use your gift and do evil with it.
If you think I was with you for your money... I made $1000L in an hour doing what I love to do naturally and no its not on my back. I get a helluva lot more than that for sex tyvm.
You were a choice that I made and you chose to throw me away so now i'm choosing to have nothing to do with you again....So in the words of Anne Robinson...... "Good Bye!"
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Thank you for posting this Mel, I love that we met even though the circumstances was not to our liking. Like you I've moved on and the one good thing about all this is I met some kick ass people and friends! *hugs*
Daniella Riaxik
the other woman (lol we so need a group for this)
I agree we do need a group (my vote? The First Wives Club!) b/c he has others like us I'm sure. VERY glad we met too even if as you said it wasn't exactly the best way I could meet someone. Must say tho I did get the best end of the deal. Met a whole bunch of new folks as a result of his actions that I wouldn't have otherwise and like you made new friends along the way! He did us a favor if we think about it hmm..... like they say, things happen for a reason. Sometimes they are good and sometimes they are bad. We may not know what the reason is but in time we are able to look back and realize if the bad things didn't happen we can't enjoy the good ones as much
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