Friday, July 16, 2010

My idiot family

Ever have one of those days when you wake up and want to start drinking and never stop? OK maybe not but thats what I'm fighting today.....


My RL family has decided to have a garage sale today.... sell off ALL of my Mammaw's things..... and didn't say one word to me until 2:00 yesterday afternoon. This after they had been over there for weeks and now everything is gone. Understand why they cleaned up but dammit it would have been NICE to have been told wtf was going on. Not just have it done behind my back like this....

I haven't been over there since the stroke so I guess its partially my fault but that bitch Becky who is NOT my relative mind you was in my Mammaw's house. she was only suppose to be there on a temp basis til she got back on here feet after the dumb bitch ran her husband off.... was I surprised? pfffft no. This was 3yrs ago.... temp situation my ass! So had I gone over, I'd be in jail. Damn bitch destroyed the entire house so much that they had to rip the dam carpet out just so my cousin could move in next week. I'm perfectly fine w my cousin being there but that Becky bitch should have shown some fuckin respect IMHO and taken better care of the place. So had I gone over there before now I'd lose my shit and God knows what I would have done. My uncle was being nice giving that damn bitch a place to stay. Had he not had a stroke right after my Mammaw did that Becky bitch wouldn't have been living there as long as she did. Hells bells she woulda been out on her ass long time ago cos my uncle puts up w BS less than i do! Its a good thing he isn't in his right mind b/c lawd knows what he would be doing now had he seen his momma's house all messed up like that. I'm glad my momma aint here to see this shit omg omg omg..... no respect whatsoever!


There are no plants growing in my Mammaw's beautiful flowerbed; the yard that use to be so fertile and green is dead; and every single room had to be painted..... makes me wonder wtf that Becky bitch did to the fuckin walls.... so much they had to paint them all. The dumb Becky bitch even took a HUGE ass mirror and screwed it into the fuckin wood paneling! How stupid do you have to be?!?!?! Totally ruined it and its not repairable b/c the wood is from 1964 you dont find that anymore in houses. They let her tear up the fridge and freezer where my Mammaw use to keep all of our food from the garden. The washer and dryer THAT I BOUGHT when I only lived there 6mos is only 5 yrs old and the dumb Becky bitch tore that up too. Guess she thought it would be fun to throw some wild ass party b/c the ceiling fan in the main room doesn't even work. A ceiling fan? come the fuck on.... you are given a place to stay RENT FREE so bitch why the fuck did you tear it up? Did she offer to replace any of the shit she tore up? OH HELL NO of course not! so my cousin who doesn't have a job and is str8 outta college is having to get shit fixed just so she can live there. Prolly is a good thing I didn't see the real mess that Becky bitch made. My aunt said it was bad but i had no idea... or maybe just didnt want to realize how bad "bad" was.... OMG that Becky bitch showed her face to pick up some mail and it was all I could do to sit on the couch the 5min she was there and grip the dam seat w/o getting up and slapping the shit outta her. God dont' lemme catch the bitch w/o my fam present.....

This is all on top of the fact that all my Mammaw's stuff is gone and they are selling it off FIVE DAYS after my Momma's bday..... WITHOUT ASKING ME if I wanted anything of hers to remember her. I dont want anything except her recipes and the dutch oven all our lil asses sat on as kids b/c we didnt have a high chair. I would LIKE to have had the few things my other bitch cousin Lynette (not the one moving in) didnt take of my great gma's.... dont get me started on that bitch omg...... another person that needs to be shot..... they should line her and that bitch Becky up b/c I want first aim please! I disowned Lynette when she divorced my uncle..... yes my mother's first cousin married my daddy's brother..... welcome to fuckin MS.... bite me bitches! Make fun i just dont give a shit especially today!

It just would have been nice to have had something of my great aunt's that the dam bitch didnt sell off too. It wasn't valuable to anyone else but ME apparently...... and they didn't ask one fuckin time until yesterday. OMG I was ready to kill.... can't do nothing about it now tho b/c the sale started this AM. I'm going to lose my shit again i see this coming.... idk if my marriage is going to last this time we have been thru so much already when momma passed. saying i'm 'angry' doesn't begin to even cover it and i have no outlet to let it all go.


so what do i do? i have no idea but i am shaking i'm so furious w them! They told me in the place I went to back when Momma passed that i needed to journal when i got mad so hells bells thats what i'm doin and hate to tell them so called experts this shit aint making me feel better. Its all i can do not to get in my fuckin car and drive to the store and drink til next year. TG the store is closed.....

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