Day 2 *sigh* Father's Day

Heard from Alex last night.... mmmmmm..... we had the most wonderful convo until the wee hours of the AM. He is the most delicious man and can word things oh my can he word things..... makes me miss him even more *sigh* OK 2 days gone and 5 more to go. I can do this.

It's just a guy Mel.

BS I know better he isn't "just a guy" I've been with "just guys" before Alex is different in so many many ways. He reaches me on another level. me... yeah ME! out of all people he understands me. Not easy to do..... and he listens to what I have to say and actually thinks its important.... or at least he makes me feel he thinks its important to him. Nobody listens to what I say. Talking is what I do best yes everyone knows this but he actually HEARS me and i haven't raised my voice one single time! OK in bed doesn't count cos the man can make me scream yes and speak languages even *I* don't recognize *giggles*...... lawd just thinking about him mmmmm yummy..... OK can't even blog and not think about him good lawd.....

F-O-C-U-S MEL!!! (stop thinking about Alex!) grrrrr..... i dont wanna.... hate when my brain starts kicking in *pouts*

Oh alright.....

So today is Father's Day as if you didn't know but CAN IT GET ANY HOTTAH PEOPLE?!?!? I'm jus sayin cos we go to take my Daddy to lunch right. Walk out the door I instantly start meltin. Get to the restaurant and I sit down and I sweat tah death the whole time we eatin. I'm wonderin why i even bothered to take a bath in the 1st place? Back home after lunch I get buck naked under TWO fans, the a/c, and i gotta ice pack on my head and i'm still sweatin tah death! If this aint the change o' life I'm SOOOOOOOOO NOT gonna make it! Thing is I'm not OLD ENOUGH TO BE GOIN THRU THE CHANGE O' LIFE! grrrrr..... dayum you Mother Nature!

Anywho, hope all you Daddy's out there had a good day today whether you are a biological dad, stepdad, or just considered as part of the family or as a father figure TO someone. Happy Father's Day!!!!