Happy Rez Day To ME!

So OK my Rez Day that would be my Second Life Birthday was like a week ago yeah well I'm a lil late posting ok sue me.... and I'm now THREE holy shit I can't believe its been that long that I've been in SL! But since I've been back nothing much has changed it the same ole same going on....blah blah blah. I'm kinda bored already to be honest. So I thought why not go to an RP world ya know? just for something different for a change. It's been awhile since I have done that sorta thing so I thought sure now is as good a time as any since it was my Rez Day. So since I enjoyed the movie Avatar so much actually I enjoyed the message about the movie all the peace and love of nature to be honest is what I loved about it. I thought I would find a world to RP in that would be like that. OK not too hard right? no it wasn't but OH MY GOD these people are like mega serious about their RP! I thought we did some RP in our family but hell no not on this level! jeez they take so much stuff so seriously! I mean dam one guy was asking a question the other day concerning where to get an item i can't remember what it was to be honest its not important but one of the so called "high council" people literally bit his head off and said "take it to IM". OK knowing me and my smart ass self I had to say something right? I just don't give a shit! So I said "I'd hate to know we were trying to ask questions in here about this place all us new people since we can find out stuff any other way and all or something like that. I mean i'd hate to know it was Pandora related" omg what an ass! can't remember the guy's name but shit if i see it come up again i'll know it for sure. idk if i'm going to stay here or not just yet there are other places to RP. I met a great guy.... ok don't go there he has a gf..... but he is a great guy.... and he has been helping me out a WHOLE lot. He is really sweet and I have to admit I was kinda disappointed he has a gf but not surprised to find that out either. After all the good ones are snatched up pretty quickly or either they aren't really that good and just leftovers from what use to be good. I swear i'm the oldest avatar on SL that hasn't ever partnered. I'm not even sure why to be honest. Yes i do know why. I gave my heart to the wrong people and I trusted them with it. then i stayed in a relationship with the wrong person too long and should have left sooner than i did. hindsight is 20/20 right? *sigh* but we learn from our mistakes and its what we do with that knowledge that is what makes the difference. ah i'm rambling.... its just one of those days today and i'm having a pity party wallowing in my loneliness.....